Monday, 27 April 2015

Used To

WE used to be the closest friends back then.
WE used to be together, 
laugh at the same
jokes
do stupid things 
talk random things up until 4 in the morning

not to mention

WE used to 
argued for different point of view,
refuse to talk to each other,
sometimes,
WE act like WE were okay.

until

distance torn 
the friendship up that WE build through out the time WE still
hold the title "student".

weird
how can WE turn to be like this
from closest friend become someone i used to know.

you,
if WE bump in coincidence 
Anywhere, Anytime,
in this small world,
please do exchange smile
perhaps that time WE can fixed
this friendship.






Pointless


it's 01.34 A.M
and I'm still facing my laptop with lots of things to be think of
i barely cant sleep
maybe because of 
overthinking.
yeah, 
im pretty sure about it.

overthinking is killing me in the inside everyday,
sometimes it lead me to think of something that wasn't there 
at the first place
but i just cant help it.

after all, all i need is
beach, the sound of the birds after the rain or maybe the sound of the rain
would be perfect for me right now
because that was my perfect gateaway,
far from the hectic-ness of city life,
stressful
demand
pressure.

at last, everything is pointless.